its funny how people know that queer people probably had parents (bio parent not adopted) who fucked them as a kid without consent repeatedly but then decide that queer spaces are supposed to be safe spaces for "normal people just like you and I" instead of freaks who make normal people disturbed and uncomfortable

@synu
repress trauma bro and never face the reality of how it hurt you and still affects you now. its really sad honestly so much potential wasted on weakness. Facing it is what makes you strong and able to truly fight for your identity. But that in itself is a really hard process (back and forth back and forth) it would be cool if we actually had spaces to make the process less hard as you need a bit of shelter and tolerant community to actually try to heal. Yall got weird anime gooner shit tho. Trauma everywhere in those erotica vns I hear XD.

@q you know, we're not even at the stage of building a cabin. we have been buried in an avalanche, and we need to dig out a small pocket of air in front of our mouths. then we have to spit out and try to figure out which way is up and which way is down. then dig a little bit more to get more room to move in so that then, and only then, we can claw our lives out from this awful fucking substance because it is cold and it is heavy and the cold does not scare me what scares me is how i dont know how much of it there is and i dont know if i have any hope at all all i can do is just keep digging until i find that sunburst ray of light that will give us all to finally get a chance to breathe.

and if you wait, the snow will compact, and then it will be too late. i wish i just had a little bit more time. i wish i was just a little but stronger.