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harbeau@gearlandia.haus
Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want
B-Sides & Rarities
Deftones
Genre: #shoegaze
Released: October 2005
B-Sides & Rarities
Deftones
Genre: #shoegaze
Released: October 2005
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menherahair 
menherahair@eientei.org
I got so much slop on discount meatslop noodleslop peanutslop I spent 10 minutes on the self checkout because the scales were acting up but it was worth the slop
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Kaz
Kita
Iβve done a fair amount of drugs now, mushrooms, molly, speed, coke, ket, weed etc.
However wine literally does me in everytime. I always get super sensitive and throw my body around like a rag doll. I woke up today with like a bunch of bruises and no memory.
I guess thatβs just how I am but like bro come on. I want the romance without the self harm! Mostly because girls do not actually fuck with a super sensitive young man.
Iβm literally Young Werther and I hate it!!! Got compared to Ian Curtis tho by this girl band so maybe Iβm back. I got like half a year left then lol.
However wine literally does me in everytime. I always get super sensitive and throw my body around like a rag doll. I woke up today with like a bunch of bruises and no memory.
I guess thatβs just how I am but like bro come on. I want the romance without the self harm! Mostly because girls do not actually fuck with a super sensitive young man.
Iβm literally Young Werther and I hate it!!! Got compared to Ian Curtis tho by this girl band so maybe Iβm back. I got like half a year left then lol.
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i'm upset that you said this. what do you think i am? i don't understand what you think i'm thinking or saying because it feels so wrong. do you think i'm downplaying it, or minimizing it? maybe that is what i'm communicating, in which case that's insensitive of me, and i'm sorry.
I know my little old sister is already being exposed to sexual content on her amazon tablet despite the parental restrictions and it makes me want to fucking kill somebody but i dont know who to kill so i just scream. what do you think iam? do you think i dont do this? why do you think this doesn't break my hard? why do you think i don't understand?, and, why do you not give me the chance to show you that i understand, why do you TELL ME that i dont understand, why do you say that i dont understand when i understand? what am i doing wrong? what am i doing so wrong that you think of me like this? i'm upset but i'm also sad because i have to have done or said something wrong for it to get to this because i kn
I know my little old sister is already being exposed to sexual content on her amazon tablet despite the parental restrictions and it makes me want to fucking kill somebody but i dont know who to kill so i just scream. what do you think iam? do you think i dont do this? why do you think this doesn't break my hard? why do you think i don't understand?, and, why do you not give me the chance to show you that i understand, why do you TELL ME that i dont understand, why do you say that i dont understand when i understand? what am i doing wrong? what am i doing so wrong that you think of me like this? i'm upset but i'm also sad because i have to have done or said something wrong for it to get to this because i kn
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"something a bit sobering about looking through all the old, really fucked up porn i used to look at when i was 9, while listening to minecraft soundtrack in the background"
gooner harem is progressing swimmignly
gooner harem is progressing swimmignly
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https://open.spotify.com/intl-fr/track/7MSYyeb3AwgtD8EoQycUap?si=f32b8eb675b5459f
i have a stinky penis
i have a stinky penis
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the raped
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third culture is just as much a place for her as it is for me. third culture is a place where the raped do not have to kill to justify their existence. if her and I had had a third culture i dont think any of this would have happened which is why i feel so horrible that I didnt give her a chance when it mattered. i could have given her a chance and everything would have gone differently.
third culture is not a place where a group of like minded people fit in with each other and create. it is not a group chat. it is a place where people to not have to fit in in order to exist in the presence of others. it is a human structure that does not demand the death of the raped to lubricate its machinery.
things will get worse before they get better. but they'll get better
third culture is not a place where a group of like minded people fit in with each other and create. it is not a group chat. it is a place where people to not have to fit in in order to exist in the presence of others. it is a human structure that does not demand the death of the raped to lubricate its machinery.
things will get worse before they get better. but they'll get better
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potential irl rape
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Fuckery. Absolute fuckery. How am I getting home?
Fuck my life, dude. She's totally getting raped. "Fuckers and the fucked". Rapers, and the raped. Could I ha - I can still do something about it. I could always do somethind, even now.
Why wont she let me help? Because these are people who still know that *queers rape*. It is not a sterotype. Bisexual men rape women because of their hatred and sometimes girls *let them* but that does not make it okay. It does not make it not rape. The problem is that *they* do not understand that rape is often consensual.
I dont I guess i will walk home from the bus station. That is okay. But I have to get to bus station. I will live without it but it would not be pleasant.
and they say
they say
i dont know
i can hardly live
with what they say
drawn on the next page is a deformed face with fearful eyes staring blankly forward behind strands of hair
Fuck my life, dude. She's totally getting raped. "Fuckers and the fucked". Rapers, and the raped. Could I ha - I can still do something about it. I could always do somethind, even now.
Why wont she let me help? Because these are people who still know that *queers rape*. It is not a sterotype. Bisexual men rape women because of their hatred and sometimes girls *let them* but that does not make it okay. It does not make it not rape. The problem is that *they* do not understand that rape is often consensual.
I dont I guess i will walk home from the bus station. That is okay. But I have to get to bus station. I will live without it but it would not be pleasant.
and they say
they say
i dont know
i can hardly live
with what they say
drawn on the next page is a deformed face with fearful eyes staring blankly forward behind strands of hair
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discussing fisting
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"I'm sorry. It just came out of nowhere and i apologise for that."
"you are so worried about the impacts of your libido"
"I am not. I just think it was gauche to interrupt your rambling to ask you if i could fist your rectum out of your body."
"you are so worried about the impacts of your libido"
"I am not. I just think it was gauche to interrupt your rambling to ask you if i could fist your rectum out of your body."
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Context: How did Saint Valentine die?
Method: He was beaten with clubs and then beheaded on the Via Flaminia in Rome.
Reason: He refused to renounce his Christian faith and, according to legend, defied Emperor Claudius IIβs decree prohibiting marriage for soldiers.
Final Act: According to lore, while imprisoned, he restored sight to his jailerβs blind daughter and signed a final note to her, "from your Valentine".
# The Rite of St. Valentine
HEMINGWAY:
one blow after the other and a thud and another and a crack and another and a crunch after th e uother and a thud and another and a blow after the other adn a crack after the other and a crunch and another adn a thud and another adn a blow after the other and a crucnh and a nother and another and another and a thump like hitting a beanbag full of beans and another one like that and another and aanother and another and another and another and another and another and another
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It takes another drag from its cigarette. And another. It pulls its scarf a little tighter around its neck. Tonight is cold. Like it was yesterday, and the day before, and the other. It is cold, but it is warm inside, but inside is still quite cold. The inside is cold to things like it.
the rest is to be released
Method: He was beaten with clubs and then beheaded on the Via Flaminia in Rome.
Reason: He refused to renounce his Christian faith and, according to legend, defied Emperor Claudius IIβs decree prohibiting marriage for soldiers.
Final Act: According to lore, while imprisoned, he restored sight to his jailerβs blind daughter and signed a final note to her, "from your Valentine".
# The Rite of St. Valentine
HEMINGWAY:
one blow after the other and a thud and another and a crack and another and a crunch after th e uother and a thud and another and a blow after the other adn a crack after the other and a crunch and another adn a thud and another adn a blow after the other and a crucnh and a nother and another and another and a thump like hitting a beanbag full of beans and another one like that and another and aanother and another and another and another and another and another and another
-----START-----
It takes another drag from its cigarette. And another. It pulls its scarf a little tighter around its neck. Tonight is cold. Like it was yesterday, and the day before, and the other. It is cold, but it is warm inside, but inside is still quite cold. The inside is cold to things like it.
the rest is to be released
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what is my vibe?
i smoke infinite cigarettes. i drink infinite beers. i am infinite queer. you think you know me? you don't even know where i am. you think im here, but im not. Im look faded than a ho and i'm dead fucking sober i'm really just retarded. I own unregistered firearms and im schizophrenic and i'm not even joking either - not that anybody would believe you. many men would kill me, many men have tried. Many men would kill me, many men have died. I scare women. I'm scared of women. It's mutual. I listen to black suicidal death metal while my bitch tortures my soul - i call that BDSM. I cut myself and i did it for attention. I think everyone does.
I was born aii in a far away land with sand and trees and water and weed. A roiute from afghanistan through my land iand into russia transports only the finest hashish. My mom said that smoking opium is chill cause it comes from a plant. Not only that, w have th ebest opium. Opium #1 fuck is you talmbout? I havent spmoked opiunm but i have smoked crack. i found it wanting. Mid. I had to do it again to be sure and i found it to bue much the samehom,,. Anais nin and henry miller - the two meet inside me. Literally. That frenchie bitch got a strap on on and its ohonestly pretty inconvenient. Its really small but really hard like a nail anso its just like poking around upthere and distracting me from the real meat.
Two fat bitches on my dick, i just broke my bed. Tw ofat bitches on my face, i just broke my head. I don't call em bitches im just doing a bit. Bitches really know me and they say I ain't shit.
I wear weird ass makeup in public and make ommigrants turn up their nose. I really r4espect it though caus eit iss highkey a sign of societal degradation. Gay people are pretty universally mentally ill and our society would be better off without them. Unfortunately, we dont have a choice i nthe matter. There will always be cracks to slip through, inconsistencies, abnormalities, aberrants, and so there will always be gays and queers and fags and dudes in drag. I;m not very good at crossdressing so i just shoot up estrogen instead. I'd drill into my bones and shave them down with an angle grinder if i could. I actually fucking hate myself. I fuck dudes, too. Not many, not yet. I velieve in true love. It was a serious stain on my soul, each and every hook up that i've had. I feel like voldemort splittingl his sould up into horcruxes.o Without love, we have nothing. Love is all that differientiates man from abeast. Beast has reason. The octopus, the dolphin, the orangutan, all ar emore reasonable tahtn we could ever hope to be. it is love that makes us so. It is love., why i live,. And it is love, why i will die.
i smoke infinite cigarettes. i drink infinite beers. i am infinite queer. you think you know me? you don't even know where i am. you think im here, but im not. Im look faded than a ho and i'm dead fucking sober i'm really just retarded. I own unregistered firearms and im schizophrenic and i'm not even joking either - not that anybody would believe you. many men would kill me, many men have tried. Many men would kill me, many men have died. I scare women. I'm scared of women. It's mutual. I listen to black suicidal death metal while my bitch tortures my soul - i call that BDSM. I cut myself and i did it for attention. I think everyone does.
I was born aii in a far away land with sand and trees and water and weed. A roiute from afghanistan through my land iand into russia transports only the finest hashish. My mom said that smoking opium is chill cause it comes from a plant. Not only that, w have th ebest opium. Opium #1 fuck is you talmbout? I havent spmoked opiunm but i have smoked crack. i found it wanting. Mid. I had to do it again to be sure and i found it to bue much the samehom,,. Anais nin and henry miller - the two meet inside me. Literally. That frenchie bitch got a strap on on and its ohonestly pretty inconvenient. Its really small but really hard like a nail anso its just like poking around upthere and distracting me from the real meat.
Two fat bitches on my dick, i just broke my bed. Tw ofat bitches on my face, i just broke my head. I don't call em bitches im just doing a bit. Bitches really know me and they say I ain't shit.
I wear weird ass makeup in public and make ommigrants turn up their nose. I really r4espect it though caus eit iss highkey a sign of societal degradation. Gay people are pretty universally mentally ill and our society would be better off without them. Unfortunately, we dont have a choice i nthe matter. There will always be cracks to slip through, inconsistencies, abnormalities, aberrants, and so there will always be gays and queers and fags and dudes in drag. I;m not very good at crossdressing so i just shoot up estrogen instead. I'd drill into my bones and shave them down with an angle grinder if i could. I actually fucking hate myself. I fuck dudes, too. Not many, not yet. I velieve in true love. It was a serious stain on my soul, each and every hook up that i've had. I feel like voldemort splittingl his sould up into horcruxes.o Without love, we have nothing. Love is all that differientiates man from abeast. Beast has reason. The octopus, the dolphin, the orangutan, all ar emore reasonable tahtn we could ever hope to be. it is love that makes us so. It is love., why i live,. And it is love, why i will die.
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N33R "Freisetzen ionisierender Strahlen" βΈ π©Έ 
N33R@fops.cloud
heavy is the neck that wears the collar
heavy are the hips that wear the strap
heavy are the hips that wear the strap
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