I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.

It really is a lie we tell ourselves that there is this beautiful thing worth living for. Sickness can’t be cured by presence.

Dissolving things into experiencing for its own sake also doesn’t work either. Some people are not built for flowing like this. Observation too makes them sick with passivity.

Maybe you just get so hot in the head and die trying? Putting yourself out there constantly until a character emerges. But the truth is maybe you are just the worst person ever. Now just forced to live it.

After every curse we still seek to say life is blessed. But that argument, that blessing, isn’t a fact in the world.

We are just playacting at marriage. Who are we kidding? Who am I kidding?

If she is serendipitously loving he can have her without consummation. It can’t be defended against

Opening up to foids has made me worse off

Instagram reels ruined a generation of relationships.

Poster depicting a man with a bloody nose taken down immediately off campus walls near you!

Im not really an elitist about genre but lots of hyperpop bands using the emo label after they booted us from the scene.

Federal agent full dox list coming to deadcel.me

I have another fed investigation in me

Best band opens again award

Right on cue the world is buzzing around me while I lock in on my instrument. Literally 3 hour lock in and my phone is buzzed with anxiety. All not my problem. All things I’m being asked to do.

I don’t understand why Instagram doesn’t tell you the post that got you banned. Small scale cancelling is the worst shit ever. Cause it’s like people you know.

Heidegger was right about the other totally. It’s best to view it as completely toxic. Because it is. It gets in the way of identifying both itself and the crucial individual path. Smattering inauthentic consciousnesses constantly because “they” can only be as much.

The consistency of which I’ve heard about some foid slop fanfic being described as too dark and twisted to talk about is killing me. I need to level up in life. I feel like I’m stuck in the foid slop fanfic training grounds and I want to get to the misquoting niche philosopher area.

I’m getting to the point now where I’m hearing similar things from the women I talk to.

@amerika

I feel pleasantly empty. Let the normies consume all. I know I will remain untouched and unseen by all.

Throwing together the most important show of my life.

Type shit we are on lately

@alxx god I wish