being bohemian is cool until you need money to fund your passions
- most retarded guy ever

hell is waiting in line with a paper slip in your hand while your lifeblood leaks out of you and people look on with apathy

i cant have anything
they're just waiting for me to
die to save them the trouble
so i wonder
what they'll do
when a year passes
and I'm still standing
and I wonder
what they'll do
when I make
them realize
im not goi
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the vic
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@harbeau rock my world homes ion even care

@pict0 Eunuchs. Its always eunuchs.

what's that? oh, that? that's just the sword of damocles. what do you mean, what? it the sword dude. its just there. yeah its been there for a while. i mean, like, i dont even notice it anymore. its just there dude yknow. aren't i scared? well, i was scared at first, but its not like it goes anywhere when you're scared. and, i can't live my whole life scared, can i? like yea. its the sword of damocles. maybe itll drop on my head and kill me instantly at any moment. based tbh. whatever. ugh, stop make such a big deal out of it. its just the sword of damocles. is this a deal breaker? i thought we had a nice spark together. its fun, right! i could go at any moment! i'm like a limited time offer yknow? its fun, its silly, its spontaneous, cmonnn, we're young, dont you wanna live a little? please? what? you dont wanna date someone with the sword of damocles hanging over them?

i cant blame you for that. well. thank you for being with me.

@pict0 dude is the egyptian sex magick thing just a bit or is it real you seem like you're on to something

yeah dude im eating cheerios with pink bedsheets i dont live i dont die i just breathe

the government doesn't want you to know this

@VirtuousVoyeur @pict0 evil ass rape reference

@Kita
isn't that just the argument for everything.

Tbh I never understood this argument. It seems so retarded that all these complex abstractions would appear around getting laid. But I don't read freud or whatever.

Performative behaviour to get motion or pussy or whatever to me is like a sign of like a person that is LITERALLY a DNI. Like no one likes the scene freak at DIY shows trying to get 17 yo pussy at the all ages event. And the exit strategy for that behaviour is like oh this scene all exist to get scene leaders laid. When its like bro, I just wanna make music, why are you making this weird.

Sorry lol all this sex talk is getting to me, I think the amount of performative shit at least in my peripheral is wearing on me wtf. I appreciate when ppl are honest about it, like "yeah, I'm doing this to get girls" but I'm just tired of this to get laid shit. It just makes abusive structures in a hobby I care ab.

There is no love in tender queer spaces

@pict0 I practice divination with my kids. I'm spiritual with my kids. I pray to Ra in front of my kids. I never be ashamed of the sun god Ra. My son be practicing hieroglyphs and I'll be mummifying his mom after I'm done. I'm praying there chilling. He constructs the pyramids. He's praying to the pyramids. I let that happen.

RE: https://social.thirdculture.top/objects/ad62d33a-7a94-428c-acd0-6dbe447336a3

@Kita

@pict0 amor fati

RE: https://social.thirdculture.top/objects/ac77b57f-b12f-45d5-bbe0-aac4b3975fb4

@ocean and if you have any interest in becoming a literary artist: a novelist, a poet, a blogger, a video game story designer, a singer-songwriter, *anything*, an elating realization for me was realizing just how LONG all my favorite writers practiced their writing in the form of journals, diaries, and letters, before even writing a draft, let along getting published. The way you create for yourself will inevitably become the way you create for others. And as with all creation, the most important part is to ACTUALLY DO IT