@Kita Having sex is like splitting your soul apart into a phylactery for the sake of eternal persistence. The more things you do it with, the smaller and smaller the pieces get, and the more hollow you become. Never pair-bond with two hoes at once. Sure-fire way to get your gemstone crushed at the gates of Agartha.

@Kita
oxymoron
noun
ox·​y·​mo·​ron ˌäk-si-ˈmȯr-ˌän
-sē-
plural oxymorons also oxymora ˌäk-si-ˈmȯr-ə
-sē-
: a combination of contradictory or incongruous words (such as cruel kindness)
More than recognizing oxymorons or simply thinking these examples are clever, students need to understand that they represent moments in which the speaker feels contradictory sentiments.—
Kenneth J. Smith
Of course, "objective parent" is something of an oxymoron, if not an outright lie.—
Michael Martin
broadly : something (such as a concept) that is made up of contradictory or incongruous elements
The very notion of sociable, extroverted whales seemed to me at the time an oxymoron.

@VirtuousVoyeur not what it is
quit smoking

@Kita nah they good now

wearing long sleeves at home and treating the wound improperly cause i'm too broke to go to shoppers. some things never change.

they don't even bother me. i just wish my family wouldn't tweak out about it so hard. the hiding is more stressful than the thing itself.

@q do you want that curve?

@Kita Impacted or stuck gauze on a third-degree burn is a serious complication that can damage new, fragile tissue and cause significant pain, as third-degree burns involve full-thickness destruction of the skin, often leaving a raw,, moist, or dry wound bed that easily adheres to traditional dressings. Never pull stuck gauze off a burn dry, as this can tear away newly formed tissues and cause re-injury.

@Kita bro onsen-posting on main

I refuse to discuss this matter further. My opinion will not change. If you continue to annoy me, I will kill you. This discussion is over.

@Kita kk

http://les.tresors.de.lys.free.fr/pageaccueilpoetes.html

just found a french website from the 2000s collecting the great works of poetry on html

"Destroy yourselves, you who are desperate, and you who are tortured in body and soul, abandon all hope. There is no more solace for you in this world. The world lives off your rotting flesh.

And you, lucid madmen, spastics, cancer patients, chronic meningitis cases, you are the misunderstood. There is a point in you which no doctor will ever understand, and for me this is the point which saves you and makes you august, pure, wonderful: you are outside life, you are above life, you have miseries which the ordinary man does not know, you exceed the normal level, and it is for this that men refuse to forgive you, you poison their peace of mind, you undermine their stability. You have irrepressible pains whose essence is to be inadaptable to any known state, indescribable in words. You have repeated and shifted pains, incurable pains, pains beyond imagining, pains which are neither of the body or of the soul, *but which partake of both*. And I share your suffering, and I ask you: who dares to ration our relief? In the name of what superior lucidity that usurps our very souls, we who are at the very root of knowledge and lucidity?" - Antonin Artaud, *Le Liquidation D'Opium*

@morisuki @Kita you think we could jam some time?

@pict0
earlier, you confused ritual magic with black magic. ritual magic is just that - performing magic through rituals. Enforcing your will upon the world via doing things in a certain order with certain tools towards a certain intention. Smoking cigarettes to relax is a ritual. So is fucking to have kids, or fucking to make love.

Black magic is any magic intended to harm other people or yourself. It is the opposite of Grey magic, which is magic intended to benefit other people or yourself. White magic is magic intended to connect to divinity, walk the path to understanding, enlightenment, gnosis and the like

@Kita
"I dreamed about you again. You are my home. But, after all:

home is where
home is where, I tried
home is where
home is where the heart dies

I’m sick of you and how little you actually care about me. Either you don’t care about me, or this is how you treat the people you care about, and of the two, the second is far worse. Much worse. Much Much worse. And I know that that is the one that is true and i am just so crushed to have to understand that that is who you are. you are not a person who does nice things for the people she cares about. maybe you could have been, maybe if i had done things different, but i didnt, and i dont think i could have, so you arent. And that is fucking horrible. But that is something you will have to live with. Not me. Good luck. Goodbye.

P.S. You’re not a good person. Stop trying. Be you. That’s much better than good.

I have nothing left to say to you. I wish you well."
- i tried to find my writings on mourning but this was the best i could do.

never be ashamed to yearn. never be ashamed to mourn.

If she doesn’t yearn she doesn’t mourn. I mourn! I’d actually fucking MOURN!

@Xenomorph
>this clip
god she's so much fun, her model is pure understated sex, but the woman herself? she's really fun, throws a great room party

@pict0 @Kita

How it feels to get laid after the function knowing your homie is going home with no action.