Bitches dont know what it means to be a cuck. I give the woman I love ecstacy to have crazy soul bonding sex with my best friend. Yeah dude, im jerking off. But I can't - I don't get hard. You know what gets me hard? Watching the people I love perform in front of a cheering crowd. I watch them from my palace of upholstery and nutty drawls and i hnggggghhh seeing their gleeful souls get bukkaked by respect and admiration. Fat loads! Im Gay! See that's not it, though. I look at old footage of myself, my jutting tech-neck, my x y and z, the uncomfortable glances shot my way by some other people who i admire and i think of how much other people people hate me and how they dont hate other people who do hate me and who once liked me or maybe even loved me and those are the people i admire and they are the ones who are looking and i am the one who sees them looking, they are looking, and i am looking, and then i watch these people who i still honestly hold deep love and respect for, i watch them, i look, and they are looking - they look and they hate what they see in me, but i look and i love what i see no matter how i try, i see, i see them, i see them. I see the beauty i let slip from my hands and as it crashes against the floor i feel that familiar hot coal in the pit of my stomach, a deep dark pit of shame widening from my naval and slowly rounding out and from those two hemispheres come teeth and from the epicenter of that pit comes a wide wet red tongue and it sticks out beyond the bottom teeth. My abdomen is ahegao'ing at the sight of people living the life i so desperately wish I could have lived. I rub myself to my humiliation and I cry and I console myself with the thought that has saved me in this era of my life,

This is what it takes to be born anew.

im tired in a way that only title fight can fix

don't fall for gnostic black-pill slop. it's an act of glory to arrive during the world-fuck. welcome to permadeath ultra-nightmare mode.

yea, the demons are gonna clap your cheeks in the early-game, but the kali-yuga is also a triple xp event for your soul. you gotta start grinding your psionic powers skill tree.

earth is not a prison planet, it's a battlefield. vril up and report for duty.

Mysterious Skin is a 2004 coming-of-age drama film written, produced, and directed by Gregg Araki, adapted from Scott Heim's 1995 novel of the same name. The film tells the story of two pre-adolescent boys who both experienced sexual abuse, and how it affects their lives in different ways into their young adulthood. One boy becomes a reckless, sexually adventurous prostitute (played by Joseph Gordon-Levitt), while the other (Brady Corbet) retreats into a reclusive fantasy of alien abduction.

Mysterious Skin premiered at the 61st Venice International Film Festival in September 2004, moving into wider distribution in May 2005 without a rating. It grossed $2.1 million at the box office and received critical acclaim. Psychologists have praised Mysterious Skin for its accurate depiction of the long-term effects of child sexual abuse.

Watch the full movie for free here:
https://m.ok.ru/video/7937519586034

being a bad person is not the same as being one of those

why dont they understand that

why wont they believe me

I wish she raped me

"dude i dont think every self centered person needs bpd"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cremation_of_Care|

The dramatic performance is presented on the first night of the annual encampment[1] as an allegorical banishing of worldly cares for the club members and "to present symbolically the salvation of the trees by the club",[2] but the secretive nature of the Bohemians and the political power of some of its members have been criticized.

just broke up with my ex girlfriend

They don't understand the things I say on twitter?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5TQBnV_7Q0

The accountant’s cocky wants boing boing or he’s killing himself.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/French_New_Wave

The New Wave (French: Nouvelle Vague, French pronunciation: [nuvɛl vaɡ]), also called the French New Wave, is a French art film movement that emerged in the late 1950s. The movement was characterized by its rejection of traditional filmmaking conventions in favor of experimentation and a spirit of iconoclasm. New Wave filmmakers explored new approaches to editing, visual style, and narrative, as well as engagement with the social and political upheavals of the era, often making use of irony or exploring existential themes. The New Wave is often considered one of the most influential movements in the history of cinema.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Writers_in_Paris_in_the_1920s

Writers in Paris in the 1920s refer to the American expatriate writers in Paris in the 1920s. They created literary works and movements that influence the global literary landscape to date. During the 1920s, political, economic, and social issues shaped the inspiration behind many of the writers in Paris. The American writers in Paris in the 1920s are referred to as the Lost Generation.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impressionism

Impressionism was a 19th-century art movement characterized by visible brush strokes, open composition, emphasis on accurate depiction of light in its changing qualities (often accentuating the effects of the passage of time), ordinary subject matter, unusual visual angles, and inclusion of movement as a crucial element of human perception and experience. Impressionism originated with a group of Paris-based artists whose independent exhibitions brought them to prominence during the 1870s and 1880s.

I don't cry for help,
I scream
And when someone bites,
(he took the bait)
I laugh

I do want to be normal. Not enough it seems. I cant seem to hold a steady gait. But maybe Friday will at least keep me on the path.

Never forget that we live in a torture nexus and its *not* your fault,
okay? Please.