I need a newfie romance. A girl who loves a sensitive heart yet can shoot a moose and cook it.

I actually hate woke. KYS if ur woke literally. Your entire political stance is detritus. You CANNOT have an effective revolution with a fighting force of VICTIMS!!! You need to HATE being victimized. HOLY FUCKK. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

We knelt side by side at communion. We shared in the body of Christ together. That sacred ritual, that beautiful union, is now forever desecrated. A belief in something greater than us. A real bond now leaves a scar upon my memory. Our silly fucking meaningless play act! No, only yours actually.

How could I blame myself for believing in you? We talked about how nothing is scared. How truly terrible that is. About our baptisms and the joy of silent worship even if we were unsure about believing. No, I was unsure and you were certain. The meaning of that communion was real for you, or so you said.

Sean, you forever have the symbols of Catholicism tattooed on your body. You said you’re a bad catholic but still a catholic. Yet you truly believe in absolutely nothing. You don’t just preform belief you embody that sick nihilism. That is your world.

And yet, Sean, you will still be forgiven. I don’t believe in God but you do. I’m not particularly religious and you swore by it. Everything that makes that institution wicked is what offers you salvation. The mere fact that I can remember vividly kneeling next to you full of an honest feeling of kinship. Proves that this is a scar.

Lord forgive me, for I have sinned. Me, a non believer, has truly sinned. I did not know it was you whom I shared a connection with that day. There are so many others in my life I could’ve knelt beside and shared a true union with. People I will see on their death beds and hold their hands in mine. I certainly know tears will fill my eyes as they face something almighty and unknowable. I could have reminded you, Sean, about this very day with absolute clarity anytime you needed it. Anytime you needed to believe in something natural and real.

How quickly you shrugged your shoulders at all of this. How small your world truly is! That it could so easily be cast aside. If we did share that moment together as you assured me we had when I asked you that night. That we truly did have something. Why didn’t you tell me sooner?

Cowardice? Ah, so that is your existence. That probably gives you some peace. It offers me none. Absolutely none. That someone I loved was so truly cowardly that our true bond could be so easily broken. I reject that with love in my heart. No Sean, it wasn’t just cowardice that caused this. It’s that you never had the love for me to see what I could. You never had the love for yourself to see what I could.

So please keep telling the new people in your life that you pray. I’m sure they will be moved just like I was. I never once told you about my prayers. So here is one:

I pray that we never meet again.

I don’t get along

I am really going to hang from a tree. I’m caught up in something that can never go away and I’ve always been like this.

Okay it is literally too easy if you genuinely don’t give a fuck about women. Enlightened state. Getting sent nudes without trying and replying mid. Fuck em. I can’t get hard.

Oomf, do not fall for her words! I can see clearly now and I’ll assure you once more: She IS a demon.

Ladies I’m single hmu

Walking around with the girlfriend and getting asked if that’s my daughter

When it comes to cuckettes, I feel like Jesus—like they’d hang me on the cross for it. But I still believe, and I know there are other believers out there too.

My soul mate likes to watch and she will never join. No, she does not need another man. Yes, she is satisfied.

Almost every girl I meet my age is heavily medicated and in therapy

@synu all of them will dress in only black for years

@synu I have like five Egirls I need to love bomb while drunk on a Thursday night. They are getting the sms and they will react with nudes.

@synu soul bonding isn’t really all that intense for me anymore as a lived experience. At this moment in time I don’t really care nor should I. It’s not even a doomer nihilist take. Its just sex as an act is just not as important to me anymore. The things I will miss from love will not be the sex.

@q wrong! Not a real cuckette if she fucks other dudes. Just another poly bi hypergamous foid bitch. Can’t get hard for those unless I’m cucking the lover.

@pict0 @synu BAN BIRTH CONTROL

A cuckette could literally save me

@synu sex doesn’t touch my soul anymore. I’ve lived and moved on. Some sex in the age of birth control is simply just that. Add the formative years of porn consumption and the sex you believe in is just not there.

Sure there is a meaningful connection between sexual partners. There ought to be. I’m also not very interested in sex that isn’t in some sense emotionally connected. I literally wouldn’t be able to get hard. But I know and you do too that this is idealism nonsense.

Sex lost its esteem to me. As it will for people who have it with the girls of today. The self obsession of today. It just doesn’t lend itself to this philosophy. After four sexual partners, two with love, one with naivety and one with matching freak I just kinda moved on from all sex is soul bonds. Or that bonding your soul to people is all that bad. Don’t be liberal with your body is good advice. But it’s no deeper than you’ll have better sex if you’re choosey.

What you are talking about with the importance of sex I feel in the moments when my partner takes care of me. Tends my wounds. Brushes my hair. Books an appointment for me. Even when we talk and we are just able to exist beyond everything else around us. Sure this can be sexually expressed as well but it is really so much more rare and often not the sex I’m having. Even when I am “making love”.

Manifested threesome bath dreams and had bedroom ones instead. Dream came with warnings and truths:

One, don’t expect loyalty from girls with canopy beds.

Two, threesomes with two women always include some kind of weight insecurity. Be aware of this but never mention it.

Three, if your SO is involved in the threesome you are definitely cooked. That’s some demon shit right there.

Four, if she wants to fuck her friend these are superficial relationships even if drugs are involved.

Five, this is a 2v1, detox from porn before and practice meditation

@alxx I’ll show you tornado