So the cybersecurity girl told me a bit more of her lore. Worked military as a paramedic and joined at 25. She’s retired at 34 and just working freelance coding for the love of the game.

Bros … I think she could save me. I need to get drinks with her. I know she used to party hard ughhhh. I could at least show her a good time.

@synu actual review of no smartphone. I want one with like an actual key pad with all the letters so I can text but other than that is there any other shit I have to deal with?

Looking at girls and appreciating their beauty in the love I lost sort of way

https://youtu.be/OecjNdflGjo?si=dE3dmgw3S1L1uLy_

You don’t speak of love. We never developed that secret language. I know because when I speak it you ignore me. When I translate it you show remorse. I’d rather be disposed of in a gutter than be pitied by you.

Messy girls are peak, I can tolerate a cocoon. Messy girls suck, they fly away.

Do I just pretend to love her for a bit? I know I’m just delaying the end like her. But I’m supposed to call her tonight and say goodnight. I want to do that. I don’t think we can be friends.

When she says I love you now I vomit

I’d rather be jumpscared by the racist girlfriend than the woke girlfriend.

Everyone she doesn’t like is racist vs everyone she doesn’t like is black.

Women are so fucking cruel

Sometimes it feels like you’re embarrassed to be with me and then I suddenly find myself in those romantic moments all alone.

I’ve done a fair amount of drugs now, mushrooms, molly, speed, coke, ket, weed etc.


However wine literally does me in everytime. I always get super sensitive and throw my body around like a rag doll. I woke up today with like a bunch of bruises and no memory.

I guess that’s just how I am but like bro come on. I want the romance without the self harm! Mostly because girls do not actually fuck with a super sensitive young man.

I’m literally Young Werther and I hate it!!! Got compared to Ian Curtis tho by this girl band so maybe I’m back. I got like half a year left then lol.

Gf should get mad more often

I’m right and have faith in my evil. I’d kill a billionaire and you’d suck his dick. We are not the fucking same.

Once foids found out they could divine mental illness they stopped talking about rocks and astrological signs. Reading up on my mental illnesses so I can flirt better and ditching all the other normie esoterica.

if u think im checking you out cus i think ur cute, im not. im guessing your phenotype.

I wish she raped me

Turned down a modelling gig because I have sh scars.