@synu repress trauma bro and never face the reality of how it hurt you and still affects you now. its really sad honestly so much potential wasted on weakness. Facing it is what makes you strong and able to truly fight for your identity. But that in itself is a really hard process (back and forth back and forth) it would be cool if we actually had spaces to make the process less hard as you need a bit of shelter and tolerant community to actually try to heal. Yall got weird anime gooner shit tho. Trauma everywhere in those erotica vns I hear XD.