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It's okay. I just want to watch.

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There is some kind of brain healing magic done by writing out your thoughts on paper or screen; this magic is too seldom discussed online, so I’ve dragged you into my dungeon to talk about it for a few minutes.

https://oceanmew.com/blog/words-on-page-words-on-screen/

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Bitches dont know what it means to be a cuck. I give the woman I love ecstacy to have crazy soul bonding sex with my best friend. Yeah dude, im jerking off. But I can't - I don't get hard. You know what gets me hard? Watching the people I love perform in front of a cheering crowd. I watch them from my palace of upholstery and nutty drawls and i hnggggghhh seeing their gleeful souls get bukkaked by respect and admiration. Fat loads! Im Gay! See that's not it, though. I look at old footage of myself, my jutting tech-neck, my x y and z, the uncomfortable glances shot my way by some other people who i admire and i think of how much other people people hate me and how they dont hate other people who do hate me and who once liked me or maybe even loved me and those are the people i admire and they are the ones who are looking and i am the one who sees them looking, they are looking, and i am looking, and then i watch these people who i still honestly hold deep love and respect for, i watch them, i look, and they are looking - they look and they hate what they see in me, but i look and i love what i see no matter how i try, i see, i see them, i see them. I see the beauty i let slip from my hands and as it crashes against the floor i feel that familiar hot coal in the pit of my stomach, a deep dark pit of shame widening from my naval and slowly rounding out and from those two hemispheres come teeth and from the epicenter of that pit comes a wide wet red tongue and it sticks out beyond the bottom teeth. My abdomen is ahegao'ing at the sight of people living the life i so desperately wish I could have lived. I rub myself to my humiliation and I cry and I console myself with the thought that has saved me in this era of my life,

This is what it takes to be born anew.
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re: A genuine review of Mori Calliope's music.
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@harbeau Dont call me my friend if you havent reviewed the entire mori calliope discography yet.

RE: https://gearlandia.haus/objects/74eabd32-de17-4a84-8c9a-f908549ce942
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im tired in a way that only title fight can fix
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don't fall for gnostic black-pill slop. it's an act of glory to arrive during the world-fuck. welcome to permadeath ultra-nightmare mode.

yea, the demons are gonna clap your cheeks in the early-game, but the kali-yuga is also a triple xp event for your soul. you gotta start grinding your psionic powers skill tree.

earth is not a prison planet, it's a battlefield. vril up and report for duty.
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re: parental rape
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@q you know, we're not even at the stage of building a cabin. we have been buried in an avalanche, and we need to dig out a small pocket of air in front of our mouths. then we have to spit out and try to figure out which way is up and which way is down. then dig a little bit more to get more room to move in so that then, and only then, we can claw our lives out from this awful fucking substance because it is cold and it is heavy and the cold does not scare me what scares me is how i dont know how much of it there is and i dont know if i have any hope at all all i can do is just keep digging until i find that sunburst ray of light that will give us all to finally get a chance to breathe.

and if you wait, the snow will compact, and then it will be too late. i wish i just had a little bit more time. i wish i was just a little but stronger.
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Mysterious Skin is a 2004 coming-of-age drama film written, produced, and directed by Gregg Araki, adapted from Scott Heim's 1995 novel of the same name. The film tells the story of two pre-adolescent boys who both experienced sexual abuse, and how it affects their lives in different ways into their young adulthood. One boy becomes a reckless, sexually adventurous prostitute (played by Joseph Gordon-Levitt), while the other (Brady Corbet) retreats into a reclusive fantasy of alien abduction.

Mysterious Skin premiered at the 61st Venice International Film Festival in September 2004, moving into wider distribution in May 2005 without a rating. It grossed $2.1 million at the box office and received critical acclaim. Psychologists have praised Mysterious Skin for its accurate depiction of the long-term effects of child sexual abuse.

Watch the full movie for free here:
https://m.ok.ru/video/7937519586034
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parental rape
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its funny how people know that queer people probably had parents (bio parent not adopted) who fucked them as a kid without consent repeatedly but then decide that queer spaces are supposed to be safe spaces for "normal people just like you and I" instead of freaks who make normal people disturbed and uncomfortable
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being a bad person is not the same as being one of those

why dont they understand that

why wont they believe me
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I wish she raped me
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"dude i dont think every self centered person needs bpd"
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cremation_of_Care|

The dramatic performance is presented on the first night of the annual encampment[1] as an allegorical banishing of worldly cares for the club members and "to present symbolically the salvation of the trees by the club",[2] but the secretive nature of the Bohemians and the political power of some of its members have been criticized.
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just broke up with my ex girlfriend
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@Kita sometimes dancing is infidelity
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They don't understand the things I say on twitter?
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The accountant’s cocky wants boing boing or he’s killing himself.
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